Friday, March 03, 2006 >> Nightmare it is for me....

Okay okay......let me shout this one time....... cause i can't shout out loud at home now some people are still sleeping........ here it goes..........



I'M GOING TO NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC!!!!!!!!!!

TAKING ELECTRICAL ENGINEERING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALHAMDULILAH I GET TO GO TO A POLYTECHNIC!!!!!!!!!

so there it goes.......... so can't wait to meet new people..... explore somewhere other than the east side....... been schooling here, been living here for as long as i can remember........... so i'm just thankful for what i have lah....... so yeah this is just an update on my life......... peace.........



just go and be happy........ just go........ i can't stop u.......... i can't force you not to go....... u have the right to choose who u wanna be with and n be happy with.......... i'm left behind yes........ but let me be......... i'm helpless....... i'm hopeless........ i'm so down so kick me.......... kick me when i'm down!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! kick me!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!


I'm missing your bed
i never sleep
avoiding the spots where we have to speak
and this bottle of beast is taking me home

i'm cuddling close
to blankets and sheets
but your not alone
your not discreet
make sure i know who's taking you home

i'm reading your note over again
but there's not a word that i comprehend
except when you signed it
"i will love you always and forever"

well as for now i'm gonna hear the saddest songs
and sit alone and wonder
how you're making out
but as for me, i wish i was anywhere
with anyone making out

i'm missing your laugh
how did it break
and when did your eyes begin to look fake
i hope you're happy as your pretending

i'm cuddling close to blankets and sheets
i am alone
in my defeat
i wish i knew you were safely at home

i'm missing your bed
i never sleep
avoiding the spots where we have to speak
and this bottle of beast is taking me home

your hair!!! it's everywhere!!!!!
screaming infedelities!!!
and taking it's wear

maybe thru this song u guyz might have an idea on how i must be feeling rite now....... coz u can't imagine how hurting i must feel now........ only through songs like this it keeps me quiet and calm.......

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Name: Saiful Johan Sukri---
B-day:05 january ---
Age: 18---
School: Going to Ngee Ann Poly---

Loves

[Music ] ---
[Soccer ] ---
[Writing ] ---
[Jamming ] ---
[Mountain Dew] ---

Hates

[Dogs ] ---
[Fruits with seeds ] ---
[Veggies ] ---
[Weird smells ] ---
[people who hate me ] ---