i gotta say what i gotta say.... and i swear i'll never go away...... but now..... i will........ people have their own opinions...... they are entitled to their own opinions...... i had time to think about stuff while i was waiting for my next flight....... some things just ran thru my mind like a high speed train..... and i just felt the need to write it.... coincidetally i had only my hp to use as paper...... i tot you wud just read for the sake of reading.... that msg wasn't an indication that i wanted you back....... it was just to make you realise that i was stilll alive.......... it was like a week since i last msged u.... i just wanted to let u know i'm still breathing......... the msg was emoish..... i know..... it's me!!!!!!! you know how emoish i can get!!!!! now fine okay........ u wanted this so bad... u want peace at last........ u got what you deserve......... u will get what u want.... hope you're just happy as you're pretending........ and you know what the worst thing was....... the way that u said it...... ferstly you sound like a totally diff person..... you weren't the person who i spent hours talking to before........ maybe people do change as they grew older....... but some people don't!!!!!!!!!! some people would stick to what they are now!!!!!!!! you are so different now.... and it's only 2 months........ suit urself..... if you happen to read this good..... if you aren't..... too bad...... remeber this 2 words....... you said that to me so many times......... TOO BAD............. and for whateva trouble i put you thru i'm sorry aite.......i believe in being a gentleman.... i apologise for any wrongdoings....... and when i'm writing this post i can only remember one malay-indon song wic it's chorus starts by this sentence....."maafkan aku menduakan cintamu"...... so there you go princess.........
yah so lately just been working........ work work n work to get money to buy things for poly!!!!!! my wish list isn't over.........wahahhahhah.......... it ends when i say it ends........ so actually i'm feeling a bit down... with a sickness i mean... i think flu ah........ man i hate it.. den this morning when i sneezed blood came out too........ i was like....shit......... but i guess it's because of the weather..... it's been really hot these days......... so yah i think i have nothing much to say........ just in total shock and just counting what i have.... coz i dun want to lose anything animore...... maybe a couple of things........ hahhahahah..... peace dudes......
count to ten.
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