well well well...... here i am again..... well been working this past few days.... eventhough my eye is still red like blood...... it doesn't itch neither is it painful.... so acerli it's just red...... haiz.... but alhamdulilah lah that it's just a minor thing, thankful that it didn't harm my vision........ if not, i can't see the beautiful people around me......
welll like i said been working lately... that's all been doing after 3 days of off days and sitting at home waiting for my eye to be okay.......... work is alright,just it's very irritatin when one of ur team member is slow like hell.... i gotta say i'm not tat fast either but at least try ur best to do it fast lah...... show some semangat owang kata........ if u show me effort i won't scold u lah.... but i alwaes hve to do your work for you... den my work how??? haiz.....show effort lah gendeng!!!! kalo nk aku uat keje kao... kasi aku sikit gaji kao..... uat keje termenung2.,.... tersengih2..... apahal tah bdk ni....... okay okay i am frustrated for no reason........ a mth to go and i dun have to see her face animore!!!!!!!!! wakkakkaka........ k tats werk for ya.......
well i gotta say.........i love my family eventhough sometimes they make me do this do that..... they are the ones who has been keeping me sane and stable in life........ i guess without them, i don't know what i'll do...... hehehehe..... especially my mom!!!!! hahhahaha........
but yeah still not over everything that has happen in my life........ taking every single day slow and steady....... hoping along the way i won't crumble and fall........ and i wanna say something........ GO AND TRY TO HEAR THE SONG "THE NAMELESS" BY SLIPKNOT OKAY??!! read the lyrics too....... it means something.... well..... can't complain much about life cause this is life....... whether you want to get over things or not, you just have to live each day with some hope.... hope that some day.... things will get back on track.... things wud be gd again....... so adious amingos....... see you in another time yah........ take carez........
*i'm sticking to the name Saiful J.*
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