hey ho guyz....... i noe i've not been updating lately.... been down this past few days..... don't want to talk to anybody or go out or have fun....anything like tat.... i wasn't in a mood for.... but now.... yeah i'm back and moving on...... a bit different in terms of character but yeah........ so actually been doing nothing much except working everyday..... why??? to earn some cash and to fill my time with something.........
so actually i'm not working today..... not going to work for 3 days!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!! i'm down with an eye infection..... had to wear shades just to cover up my eye...... it's so red.... and it's like blood type of red.... so my eye is completely red with only the center dark brown..... was already kanchiong tis morning when i realised my eye was in this condition........ haiz....... just my luck....... but what the hell........ just don't let things get the better of me....... and actually one thing i like bout my eye rite now is the concept of a "bleeding eye" and "tears of blood"...... coz when my eye drops were packing upon my eye....i thought it was blood.... but that won't happen....... so yah that's my condition now....... man its so irritating and such a spirit breaker........ but like i said what the hell..........
haiz..... what a life i have yah..... girls...... work....... friends....family....... school......... music.........
life goes on as i lose someone special.......... things can get better i guess..... dark will turn to light one day....... TO ME YOU WERE MY SOUL COMPANION!!!!!!!! just let her go god damn it people are getting irritated with u...... acerli no one has ever said that to me...just me telling myself..... so goodbye..... moving on!!!!!!!! MOVE ON!!!!!!!!
JOEY "Heartless" BARBOSA
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