Thursday, June 30, 2005 >> my feelings for you are getting stronger

orite..... so here i am with a new skin.........was just sick with the old one so might as well change.......... well acerli dunnoe what to write....... school has been draggy this ferst few day on the new term......... alwaes tired after skul....... but i am trying my best to learn in class....try to shut up and learn and get it into my head....... one thing that's great about school is that i can see my gerl 5 times a week and see my friends as well...... and i am now sitting with her during math and english.... it's been great actually......... yah............. and yah today during malay class kind of hectic coz they were talking about my behaviour yesterday during the talent-time....... my way of supporting sutiana.. hey she's my gerl n i wanted to support. maybe should have made it look better but what the hell it's been done........ n yah she won ferst in her duet with Siti.. gd werk guyz.........

i guess thats all...2morrow there's a physics test........need to study today..... adious peepz!!! take good care of yourselves!!!!!!!!!



Sunday, June 26, 2005 >> i love you

okay bcoz the guyz wanted me to update about this day so much.... krg ni.... chey mcm tk ikhlas eh........... kkk so lets start orite....


okay we(Her Perfect Flaw) entered the SCHOOL OF ROCK COMPETITION......... yeah.. we met at BMC ferst that was only me saifulFaz n faris..... den after that went to Simei MRT to meet Ariff...... yah that was like 230......... then made our way to BRaddell.......k i dunnoe how to spell it who knows just keep it to yourself.......wakakkaka....... den reached there about 330....... n bcoz saifulFaz haven ate....went to macdonald....... filet-o-fish is so nice....... wakakka rite saifulFaz??? den after eating and doing all our nonsense things.....went to SPH building........it wasnt far at all from the MRT place........ so yah registered...... n guess what people.... we got a free gift!!!!!!! yahoo!!!!!!!!! it was a torch light.....small travel-like torch light...... now i would take the oppurtunity to thank the organizers for giving us that small gift........ yah den after waiting and waiting........ we at last entered the auditorium........ and yah....... the drum set was so nice......
the thing that was not was we could only perform for 3 mins but it felt so much shorter.......
cmon man we came from one end of the island to perform and we could only play for 3mins.... nice one...... but after that it turned out okay...... they said we were not bad.... yah....for once we didnt felt dissappointed at all......... after that sat under the void deck near the place...after that made our way to BMC again to return their distortion........ den when we were walking there ariff offered to blanja an hour of jamming....... listen ariff treat us to one hour.....he paid like half of the price....the remaining sum the other 3 including me paid for it lah...... so yah.... and we were all tired after that.........

orite guyz i have updated!!!!!! 2morrow skul i hate it....so lazy to go!!!!!!!!! but i have to....... adious see u people around.........



Friday, June 24, 2005 >> not properly planned but had a great dae!!!!!!

yeah i did have a great day.... with my one and only gerl........ yeah......ferst went to the mosque for my usual friday prayers...... after that met the guyz at sport hall.......seme lom uat homewerk kepe... wakakakakkaka........yeah den met sutiana at pasir ris interchange......at about 230........


yeah ferst went to jurong point......so far rite??? but both of us dunnoe where to go...... den walk around there until we were damn bored........ before deciding where to go next, went to eat at KFC............. yeah........ den sat ate talk and decided..... in the end decided to go to esplanade and i wanted to show her the terrace garden where faiz sholud me and the guyz the other dae.........


reached there.........so many couples... there were like 10 or more couples...i'm not kidding........ but who cares........yah there watch the sunset.. the view was amazing....... den there was a show going on.... and at ferst they played Maroon 5's she will be loved..... as the song was performed me n ina was just looking at each other n appreciating each other....... den they played 3 doors down's HERE WITHOUT YOU and i was like.....who plan this.... it was so perfect........ i was smiling n laughing coz it was so great....coincidental........ and yah i love her so much........



so yah after that start to head home..... sent her home den i went home myself......... so that was my day.......... love it.........so much.........didnt want to let u go........but i had to........love you more each day........oritez people.......adious..........sunday dok sunday!!!!!!!!!!



Wednesday, June 22, 2005 >> i try my best to be there as far as i can

yeah yeah and one more yeah.........just got home....okay not just.....went jamming just now...... keep playng a decade over and over and i mean over and over........but thats the song i find very very hard to get tired of....n yah the quiet things that no one ever knows was nice just now....won't you say guyz from HPF??? and yah played giving up again...... i am slowly getting the hang of that song..... the hard thing about it is that you gotta know what comes next........ thats all...... and yah be consistent...... that to me is important....i don't know bout you guyz........ and yah after that went home... nothing else to do........ ohhh yah on my way home terserempak ngan rahu rahman adib and another guy who i have never seen before.......at afghan(not the country you stupid idiots)......


your down with a sickness and i try my best to be there as far as i can....... i am trying my best my dear.........



Monday, June 20, 2005 >> what if i never hold you or kiss your lips again???!!!

okay i reali dunnoe what to write at this place i call my blog.......really........ haven been doing much.... just watching soccer matches till really late...... picking my gerl up....... jam once in awhile n i mean once in awhile......wakkakakakka kan arep kan....... n yah i haven even started my holiday homework.......shit.... i need to....i really really need to......so yah....this is the shortest posting yet....

i just love you...thats the reason behind it all.....and so in the inspirational words by M.SHADOWS... what if i never hold you or kiss your lips again..i never want to leave you and the memories for us to see...i beg don't leave me.......



Saturday, June 18, 2005 >> you are my inspiration

orite sori guyz.... have not been updating coz my comp has benn down.... my bro was rebooting this whole thing....i dunnoe why but yah he did....... so i guess i am not gonna write bout batam coz i am so lazy to write about it... sowie.....

so yah it was fridae yesterdae....as usual went for friday prayers.... and after that went to meet the guyz at outside the sport hall area.....yah...so after that went to play pool.... so many people waiting to get a table........patient we were....... so played until like 4....... then went to eat at BK....... k i am being so brief coz i am lazy to update tis thing.........so after that lepak kat syamir and khalis's blok coz was waiting for sutiana.....den after meeting her den sent her home....walk2 for awhile with her....k tat was my dae....yah..........

take care guyz.........adious amingos......






Friday, June 10, 2005 >> it's official...i'm happy......

yeah....so todae is actually friday....10/06/05........but gonna update about yesterday first.........

so yesterday was thursday.....9/06/05...........the date i will remember........because yah i have a girl now....yesterday was our first date and we made it official...actually it was quite official before that but this time it we were together to say it......for the people who still don't know....sutiana's my gerl........so yah yesterdae went to The "new" marina square....aru abiz renovate.... memeningkan....coz the place was like heeren but heeren tk memeningkan sey...........yah so walk walk and yah walk around je....was actually nervous before it but after seeing her i wasnt..... after that walk to esplanade then went to the merlion tere....sat....talk2....... we were too caught up with one another we forgot to take pictures.....aahhhhhhhhhhhhh........... yah....so actually at that point my plan was going perfect and it was more than what i imagined it would be.............. then bila nak gi the last place it started raining....and i was like....ohhh no plz dont..........but alhamdulilah the rain stopped and we went to the sort of park beside esplanade....n yah sat talk...and made it sure that it was confiirm.... i was so damn happy n so damn in love........ yah so forgot what time we started heading home............ emotions that went thru on that day is so hard to describe......yah so sent her home... yah so that was the best day of my life.......... tank u my love for making me happy and for coming to my life this way..........to those who were there for me thru thick and thin thank u....those who were nt tere for me or didnt support me....u guyz can fuck urself....



so yah my mom went to egypt.....so yah after reaching home after my fridae prayers help my bro masak..... daging kurma...sedap tau.... my mom ajar before she left for egypt.....n yah my bro dah kene gi keje aku la yg kena sapu rumah kemas rumah n now after all the cleaning after doing all the stuff i must do..... i can now relax..... so this is it..............






Tuesday, June 07, 2005 >> rather waste my time with you

okay okay okay i noe i been a fucker for nt updating this blog of mine...but hey....i've been busy...and my computer had some problems....so i apologise....as if you all care....

so actually i don't know what to say.......just want to say i've never been this happy...and yah..... i'll update on thursday or friday okay....cause i know what to update then....so adious you humans......take care insan-insan yang mulia........



Saturday, June 04, 2005 >> theres someone outt there who feels the same way

I..................AM.................HAPPY.............YEAH..........YEAH.........YEAH..............

Orite orite.....went outt with my mom.....she nak jalan-jalan so i also teman her lah...... went to Boon Lay....don't ask me why.... but actually it was kind of cool cause you don't see those faces you always see......everybody were like not from the eastside cause duhh they weren't....... hahah yah that was the cool thing about it.......no familiar faces..........no forgotten faces.........yah so we walked around and ate at banquet.......therefore i can infer that i had a great time with my mom.....yah my inference is wrong you but i don't care..........

we cried together on the phone.......you said the words i've been longing to here.........you said you were ready......... i proved to you i was different.........love you so much.......i am just so happy...... yeah!!! been smiling more.......my emo section is fading........



Thursday, June 02, 2005 >> i feel happy

yeah yeah yeah!!!!!!! been happy lately......n i mean really....... but i won't say why..... a gerl?? money??? i won't tell..............

gonna say something bout yesterdae for awhile......yesterdae after skool had a band meeting..... faced our demons.... faced the problems...... most importantly faced each other...... sort out things we thought wud never be sorted out......thanks zul for organising it!!!!!!!! and i feel we are starting a new..........leaving all the shit behind....but whatever the thing is.....studies come ferst........yup so tat was yesterdae's highlight ah!!!!!! wakakkakakakkaka i am happy........

today was tiring like!!! more of making you fall asleep.......n 2molo is the last dae for the study camp..........i am sick with it......... tomolo only english.........what the hell........ and i am lazy to tok more so babyez amingous.......


your making me happy..........hope it won't be long.........want u to want me..........

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