Friday, May 27, 2005 >> would you be depress

STAR WARS EPISODE 3 REVENGE OF THE SITH IS THE BEST EVER!!!!! THIS ONLY GOES OUT TO ALL STAR WARS FANATICS..... ALL YOU DON'T LIKE THE MOVIE CAN JUST FUCK OFF!!!!!! N BTW I HATE ANAKIN......GO SEE THE MOVIE AND U NOE WHY....HAHAHHAH


orite todae skul ended at10am....thats the earliest ever!!!!!! due to the parent teacher conference..played soccer before going home.... my leg still hurts.....yah so went home.....took a shower den off i was to the mosque.........for my usual friday prayers....... after that went to buy the tickets for STAR WARS(!!!!!)........YAH... it was the greatest movie ever........ it almost took up 3 hrs.... i wished it never ended......if ur a STAR WARS fanatic u will feel the movie...seriously........ went towatch it with faris syamir shafiq zul faiz saifulfaz zain n khalis......yah....... i dunnoe bout them but i reali reali reali had a blast........go watch it!!!!!!!! after that went to challenger coz shafiq wanted to check outt something... after that went to a coffee shop to have a drink before going home...... nonsense to the max sey at the coffee shop.... the people who were there knew how nonsense it was....... hahhahahha....... yah so tats basically my dae......... want to watch STAR WARS again!!!!!!!!!! hahahha adious amingous!!!!!!!!



Thursday, May 26, 2005 >> I will wait for you forever

IT'S OFFICIAL IT'S CONFIRM.........

I failed my english and my humans....and my mom is mad about it.... yah after skul todae had the parent teacher meeting.......fuck.......ho wei wei said all negative things about me........i alwaes talk....... never pay attention........my mom believed every word she said....i don't blame her coz obviously a teacher knows........den she said la teres tat much my mom and the teachers can do.... everything is on me now....i already know tat sey....... i already felt bad just now dun have to rub it on my face.........den the most cleverest thing..... she gave me my report book but shafiq's result......... tepukan gemuruh tuk dia........

dah la i am so damn not in the mood.....N YAH I THREW MY DRUMSTICKS NOW EVERYONE KNOWS HOW HOT TEMPERED I CAN BE....BUT THAT WAS MY FERST N IT WAS ONLY ONCE FUCKERS........



Sunday, May 22, 2005 >> it seems like forever

whoa....been uite a long day ..... hhahah .... weddings ..... dinner ...... happy ..... sad........ haiz........


orite.....so at 130 meet the people to go to faiz's bro's wedding.......tats long to say....reach there....faiz wasn't around....but his dad told us to eat ferst....so we ate.....den waited for faiz.....den wait wait wait den pengantin pon datang........it was very cool......an enormous grp of bikers led the whole thing....faiz's bro's frenz i suppose.......it was noisy but damn cool!!!! den talk talk talk....took pictures.....den lepak at a pondok near the wedding......relek tere.....happy tings.....nonsense things....and sad things.....all happen while sitting there.....wow.......den 545 went home.......me faris dinee rahu n rahman together took 8.........den dah alik....switch on the comp...den my mom ask to go bedok corner coz she not cooking todae n she wants to hav dinner....so i went with her la....no one else at home.......bedok corner is damn nice now.......gotta go there with my frenz sumtime eat IKAN PARI!!!!!!! hahaha....its clean.....nice.....wow........so many things....many varieties of food to choose from.......got sweet looking gerls too..... hahhahaha........yah tats was my day.....manchester united lost yesterdae.....fuck lah!!!!! hahha nevermind........ so yah tats all amingos.....adious!!!!!!




the more i'm with you the more it smacks me on the face that i can't have you.......your a reminder of what i can't have.... what i will never have........ cry alone i've gone away......







Friday, May 20, 2005 >> AS YOUR VOICE FADES

Whoa been a long time since i've updated this shit....shit..... hahhahaha.....acerli been reali lazy to update and reali dun feel like sayin bout shitz.........hahahhahah

okay so got my midyear papers back....fuck failed two subjects........ go n guess wat are the two n tell me the answer coz i am not gonna say it.....fucking shitz...... how to pass those subjects........ haiz.... no use mourning bout it....whats done is done and i cant change it.... lets look forward!!!!!

okai......lately been listening a lot to a band called EMERY.....kind of emocore.....correct me if i'm wrong guyz........ thanks to ariff i am hooked to them..... hahhahahah see i dont noe what to write.....

why am i writing in paragraphs???? hahhahahah what am i tokin bout....k just now play pool with syamir shafiq faris zain n ashrul....... hahhaha......k my drumsticks broke again....gotta buy a temporary one for the thing on tuesday after skul.......... hhahahhaha


k la adious......no emo ting....no emo shitz.....coz all is inside of me....it will never come outt........ byez take carez!!!!!!!!!



Saturday, May 14, 2005 >> ALL I NEED TO KNOW........

yeah its a saturdae.....just know went to peninsula with sha n syamir....sha ask me to teman him coz he nak beli baju.....met them kat small mc kul 130...... sha beli 4 baju siak...apa lah sha....tapi seme style2......mak kao cnfrm bising kan......hahahha...den see guitars went to all the ,usic shops...... just love going in there and just look at the instruments..... den go makan at KFC again ... hahhahah.... i am addicted to mountain dew.......hahhahahha.......den after that gi tampines mall...... jalan2 jap....den went i was outside for men n woman they gave out the newpaper FOR FREE!!!!!!!! i was like what da hell is today??? but orang dah kasi amik je lah kan....gerek jgk sey went outt with them....just relax....but i was like didnt want to go home..... i want to stay outt and just stay there..... fuck you!!

okay my exams are ending...thank god....i cant stand it....its getting sick.... so sick of being tired and so tired of being sick!!! but yah it was quite horrendous i got to say ah....okay i have nothing more to say....


i'll keep this in.....no one will know....not a single soul.....feel i no longer have a heart..... thanks to anyone.... i don't know who to thank anymore.....yah fucks shits ahces pains.......all that combine..... you'll get the worst day of your life.....the worst moment.......





Monday, May 09, 2005 >> all that i can is bleed.....bleed.......bleed......


hey guyz!!! acerli was planning to update this fucking thing after my exams but when i was studying for my social studies paper....i found a poem which i wrote but i don't remember writing it..or why i worte it... so i just wanna put up here...... i noe u can do a better job than this but i'm trying.......

NOw you know what it means
Now you know the motive of the song
As i feel on me this world leans
With your smile, nothing would go wrong

As i stand here on this lonely hill
Pray for you i will
With just your face it makes my day
I would never want this feeling to go away

From time to time you make me wonder
Why didn't i met you earlier
If one day you'll be here by my side
I will never let you go no matter what happens tonight

I wrote this as inspiration kicks in
You are my inspiration,my life within
With a solemn note i bid you goodbye
Wonder if you'll think of me tonight






Tuesday, May 03, 2005 >> never thot it would be tis way!!

okai from the shits that i see at my tagboard..... update update update..... just to be honest with all of you i am not gonna update frequently now..... apart from the reasons that are obvious like the exams appraoching........ i find my life now to be more personal..... every single thing of my life everything that has happen i wanna keep to myself..... i fucking hate all those things that happened...... i don't know what i am thinking of..... maybe i'm not okay after all.......

thanks for acting like you cared......
i'll try my best to forget you.....
try my best to let you go......
i know it's weird for us now.... hope we can surpass the wierdness(is this even a word?)
best friends means???!!!!

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Name: Saiful Johan Sukri---
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